something in mind
8.51 p.m i'm starting to write this post. And know that, it's last saturday night in last desember 31th and sure in edge of 2012. Firework voices and trumpets voice are out there in this lonely room at this boarding house now. So that's why i cant see that sparkling light out tonight.
Ok. There's one thing in mind. Before that, let me introduce myself after graduation last october. I'm Putri and still hold "jobless" in this year. Lil bit sad fall in apart of this, but no problem. It's my life. I'm still enjoying it.
Surely that's not a big problem to me cause more thing i can do beside that. And know what something in mind is ? there's "can i make tomorrow will be better than today ?"
Well...
Tomorrow is january 1sr, 2012. Then, wanna go in one place teached me more lesson that i loved when I was young. Maybe it can call my dream, my intention, or my new intuition long while ago with 2 reason could tell. First : i love that job. Second : i wanna help others who need me when they're going down.
I dont know it's onlydream or not. But I'll try to do that. Try to make tomorrow better than today.
Hm.. lil stroy of this heart said And i'll tell again for the reason and what will happen if that's possible.
Keep on Fire Putri ! *make myself believe :)
Sept 28, 2011
Dag Did Dug, heart beating.. Zero hour finally come. 11 a.m, time show me to do my best. Start to presentation. Tik Tak Tik Tuk maybe thats can call clock voice. More than a hour I'm at room 2 of laboratory computer network. Explain word by word, tell sentence by sentence. And at the end.."I CAN". Two words cant describe how much I love...
It's real call "assembly"
Thank you for my beloved family, my beloved man, my beloved friends
*keep fire revision
hahaiiii
It's My Story In Past June
Two good thing got from martin's anniversary and also my anniversary. Let me telll lil story about us.
On June 17, 2011 ! here that was martin day. I gave him surprised in Computer Network Laboratory. Not only me came to give him it. But there were our close friends ( Deni, Aini, Rahma, Zacky, Bintang, Calvin) and others. And last in my bording house, he opened my gifts. there were three kinds of it.
hm..well...Thank for everyone helped me to make that plan too swift.
June 26, 2011 ! that was my day. He gave me surprised in the dark of night at my bording house, exactly at 12 a.m. Martin came wiht our friend ( Deni, Aini, Rahma, Batara, Bintang, Calvin) and say happay birthday to me wiht their yummy cake, white beauty rose. Also last in my bording house, I opened gifts was given by him. There were three kinds of it. Okay, Thank for everyone came.
Hey you
I know I'm in the wrong
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one
I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
Time flies
When you're having fun
You wake up
Another year is gone
You're twenty-one
I guess you wanna know
Why I'm on the phone
It's been a day or so
I know it's kinda late
But happy birthday
(lyric by T.C.F)
final task
Finally notice for preceptor the final project had come out. Exactly today . Huah...mulai deh berbingung-bingung ria
I've got two preceptors of course. Ms. SYN, and Ms. RSW. can both of you Ms. to help me ? oh..please.. 
Now..I should know the important schedule. So let me list that
- July 01, 2011 - July 08, 2011 : seminar registration
- July 18, 2011 - July 22, 2011 : last seminar
- September 19, 2011 - Semptember 30, 2011 : last assembly
- October 07, 2011 : last submission of revised
- October 10, 2011 - October 14, 2011 : graduation registration
- October 22, 2011 : graduation
Just hope everyting do it well and swift. And together we can graduate this year.
P.s : for you, my helper come on, keep on fire yeah ?? 
what my heart wanna say
well...i'll continue about my condition.
At part I on my written : stuck on this heart, feeling blue or something like that lah. almost 5 months pass in sorrowful i did
But now...i can feel one freedom from that situation. You're really mean for me before. But not now, you're don't mean nothing. Someone can fill this heart sincerely.
Part II : hm...best sing for this lighting night will explain my heart say
I just want to tell you nothing
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
.................................
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
.......................................
You don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me
Where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
.................................
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on it's cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
All I can say
.......................................
maybe one day or nor
Hoo Ireland...wonder see its great beauty of view.
"Wicklow Mountains National park" is the best view perhaps.
Wicklow Mountains National Park extends over 20,000 hectares of upland mountain scenery on the doorstep of Dublin. The landscape is a product of the interaction between man and nature over thousands of years, but you can still get a real feeling of wilderness. The National Park welcomes visitors all year round. An open access policy applies on Park lands allowing visitors to explore freely on foot. Temporary restrictions may however apply in certain areas or for certain activities (http://www.wicklowmountainsnationalpark.ie/visit.html)
So that's why I wanna go there to see its great view. But, I dont know how long I need time to visit there. Maybe can or nor. If there're two choices tell me to answer from what place do you wanna get there between "Japan or Ireland", and say "Ireland for the first, Japan for the second." hahaaa...(just dream)
Hoo..come on, wake up Putri ! dont make it only in your dream, but make it real.
So, really...wonder I get to Ireland for my real situation. really...really..hope.
Please give me chance for one time. Then if I can, i'll make it to be best written in this site too.
Tugas 4
- Whistle Blowing : Merupakan tindakan yang dilakukan oleh seseorang atau beberapa orang karyawan untuk membocorkan kekurangan yang dilakukan oleh perusahaan atau atasannya kepada pihak lain. Whistle blowing berkaitan dengan kecurangan yang merugikan perusahaan sediri maupun pihak lain.
- Breach of Contract (Pelanggaran kontrak) adalah hukum penyebab aksi di mana kesepakatan yang mengikat atau tawar-untuk pertukaran tidak dihormati oleh satu atau lebih pihak untuk kontrak oleh non-kinerja atau gangguan lain pihak kinerja
- Bribery (Suap) adalah praktek yang menawarkan uang profesional atau bantuan lain untuk menghindari etika dalam berbagai profesi.
- Worm : sebuah program computer atau mereplikasi diri virus yang tidak mengubah file tapi tinggal di memori aktif dan duplikasi itu sendiri.
View of mind
beautiful painted look on your face in my heart, give me the most beautiful love just for me, beautiful love poems written in my heart and I’m also sure you’re my choice for this heart. I’ll be there for you and hold out for you...........
Song for This Morn
i'll be the rising moon after setting sun
just to let you know you'll always have someone
i'll be the clearest day when the rain is done
so you'll always know
i use to feel kinda lonely
cause the world it can be so fake
all that matters i'm telling you
is you and me only
and the fortress from love we make
just to let you know you'll always have someone
i'll be the clearest day when the rain is done
so you'll always know
through the shake of an earthquake
i will never fall
that's how strong my love is
like a ship through the storm
we can risk it all
that's how strong my love is
i use to feel kinda lonely
cause the world it can be so fake
all that matters i'm telling you
is you and me only
and the fortress from love we make
i'll be the water you need in the desert land
just to let you know you'll always have my hand
i'll be the woman you need to be a better man
so you'll always know
My Power
Problem and trouble come close. So many power needed for faced it at all. Shape a sorrow, make a happiness, make a depression. But one thing shoul know, from family, from ma’, pa’, brothers, sisters, or sibling, more power came back to give most support. Although, the deepest sorestfaced, because of them I try be better. So, thank for all my brothers and my siblings given me spirit and all of power make feel calm. I’’ try to never give up because of you….
Mama-Papa
Mom n Dad are one figure given the best in all the way. So many mistake I've been done before. So many tears fall because of it. I know, I gave you worried about me, ma, pa. So sorry...Not I meant do that wrong way. Honestly, I'm tired being get this trial. But, Thank you for everything make me complete. I'll try do the best at right way. Thanks for your support, idea, and to the best way in this situation too. You've given the best explanation in this life. Becaufe of you, I'm strong. You've meek this heart, fervent this soul and belief. Really, start from Now, I'll do my best.
ℒℴѵℯ you, ma...
ℒℴѵℯ you, pa...
First Thing is Difficult
be "Announcer" ternyata gak segampang yang dikira. Dan di usia ku yang ke 12, aku coba menjadi "announcer". Gak seperti anak Junior High School yang biasa nya hanya tau dunia sekolahan, malah aku yang seusia gitu nyoba yang aneh-aneh. Awal jadi announcer benar-benar susah banget. Disitu take voice,
disitu juga kita mikir apa ya yang mau diomongi,
lagu apa yang enak didengar seiring dengan waktu,ngendaliin mood yang tadinya gak enak tetapi harus tetap cheer, belom lagi harus beradaptasi dengan lingkungan kerja dan teman.
lagu apa yang enak didengar seiring dengan waktu,ngendaliin mood yang tadinya gak enak tetapi harus tetap cheer, belom lagi harus beradaptasi dengan lingkungan kerja dan teman.
hua...susah banget....
Pertama nyiar di PT.Radio BAS fm Kisaran juga, aku ditemani ama senior announcer biar gak ribet. ngomong juga biar terarah. dan tiga bulan setelah lulus masa testing, aku udah terbiasa ngendaliin semua sampai akhirnya aku SMA, aku uda banyak ngenal dunia broadcast.
Inget banget waktu SMA, aku bawain new program"BAS Transisi ( BAS Tips, Rumours, n Information). First time, feel so freak ! Aku udah dipercaya buat jadi script editor, music director, and real announcer. script editor berarti aku sendiri yang nyari info, rumours, ataupun informasi dan aku juga yang harus ngedit kata-kata nya sesuai dengan kata-kata ku sendiri. music director berarti aku juga yan harus ngatur lagu-lagu yang diputar. SUsaaahhh banget....sumua harus serba sendiri. Tetapi seiring dengan berjalan waktu dan lama-kelamaan, aku benar-benar udah terbiasa. Malah program yang berbau info gitu aku suka banget jalani, karena sumua emang harus sudah mulai membiasa kan diri dengan latihan yang benar-benar buat kita nyaman. Dan bukan hanya aku aja yang merasa aman dengan apa yang ku lakui. Respon yang baik aku dapat dari pendengar, teman-teman, kakak kelas, bahkan guru aku.
senang dengar suara aku yang beda banget kalau uda nyiar. haha* (narsis mood on* )
tapi benaran lho ntu kata mereka. bahkan kakak kelas, guru ama teman-teman ku ntu awalnya setalah acku cerita yan nyiar itu aku, mereka gak percaya kalau itu aku. Sampai-sampai teman aku ngebuktiin sendiri kalau yang nyiar itu benar-benar aku dengan cara ngeliat langsung aku nyiar. hahaha*
Tetapi satu hal yan paling susah adalah ngendaliin mood disaat nyiar. kadang kalau ada masalah, lagu yang mau diputar saatnya single-single slow beat, wah...mau terbawa arus gitu. sebenarnya hati pengen banget nangis tapi gak mungkin juga aku tiba-tiba nangis saat nyiar. bisa gawat
yaudah meskipun gitu, jadi harus tetap semangat aja ekspresinya, padalah dalam hati.....huaah...hancur. haha 
yaudah meskipun gitu, jadi harus tetap semangat aja ekspresinya, padalah dalam hati.....huaah...hancur. haha
Really, so difficult thing. tetapi karena udah harus nanem sikap yang gitu"an, jadi harus terbiasa semua. Dan sampai akhirnya aku bisa jalani itu semua sampai aku tamat dari high school, tamat juga dakh nyiar tetap nya gara-gara kulia di Bandung, radio di Kiasaran, Medan.
Sediiihh...... 
Tetapi sampai sekarang kalau aku pulkam, back to basic lagi. Pimpinannya ngizini aku nyiar kalau aku lagi di Kisaran. azzziiik.... haha*
well, Because of that, I've got more ionformation about music and broadcast. Music is my life and Broadcasting is my fave hobby.. So,,All of experience from that action is best one I've ever done, althouhg first one i did was so difficult --------------
:)
live on !!! we're forever
heart beat, clock ticking start to close the stage
new sheet of paper will be opened
leave the past, let's the pen act
we ever call it "last memory"
ever miss too or never pass it away
at the top white-blue, white-gray
true memory of love story of him, mine, and yours
when he come into my mind
geography and environs became tidbit
story of love in school that ever be happened
that was the moment a part of sweet memory
we're earthing, we're pacing in two
we create the warm of a story
began adult, envious, and contented
finally now, it's our time to make history
huuuuhhff...........
Sometimes life is so hard, sometimes almost be left to change. But I believe You're the patron, the Almight creator and life. Meekly this heart, fervent this creed. Blessing my parent and me. You're my love
bismillah.....
hopely better
Don't know what will I do in this situation
Don't know how deep this love
Don't know when time will make us complete
♥
And never tied to revere
you that ever be pass
take a grip on my heart
♥
And stay to wait till the end in this world
to go in your side and hold your hand forever
really,,I wait the time will answer my pray...
faithful for you and hold out although that's sorest
♥ ♥ pyu_pvt♥
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